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Working on my page.

I'll awake to find your love
falling like leaves to the ground
I'll awake to find your love
falling like leaves
you will look to find me down
upon my knees without a sound
you will look to find me down
upon my knees

then we can fling wide the gates
let go the last of our hate
then we can sigh
like the cool clear wind up high
through the sky above
then we can say we're in love

then we can rest mortal eyes
laugh as we run out of temporal breath
then we can move we can sing
we can tremble like birds
through the sky above
then we can say we're in love

these people are the raddest shit

♥ My dA friends ♥
:iconkiwikuu: :iconpianorei: :iconthekraziesreside: :iconcrescent-moon101: :iconamaep: :iconkuuderemika: :iconask-junkokahan::icontheredcrane:
♥my real life friends ♥

♥ my art idols ♥

(I'm missing people! I'll add as I remember.


opening commissions soon, how much u wanna pay for my cheebs 

4 deviants said 50:points:-100:points:
1 deviant said less than 50:points:
No deviants said 100:points:-150:points: (wat)
No deviants said i want to pay in art or something that isnt points
sorry about this but i sort of need to vent in a place where people might be able to empathize/sympathize, as fellow artists

but looking at the state of my art really depresses me

like actually depresses me
im finally learning new tricks and stuff for digital art but
i hate my lineart more than anything.  i dont have a tablet and my back pain makes it really hard for me to sit down and do art for more than 2-3 hours at my computer.  i use a mouse for all my digital art, which makes me a fairly slow worker.  a mix of these two makes me pretty lazy/hasty with lineart.  i just scan in art, and fuck with the levels and brightness until the lines look, without zooming in, pretty clean.

but its so sloppy once you get close.

i also suck SHIT at colouring lines.  I have no idea how to do it.  especially since i use the aforementioned lining style.  i wish i was even half as good as everyone here.  im not creative anywhere: posing, expression, clothing designs.  seeing everyone's art here and how far they've progressed since i joined... it discourages me.  making art of my kids (dnd characters) is so important to me, but looking at the finished art... i only like the art i make because of who the art is of, not the art itself.  i hate my art style.  i hate that i cant do coloured lining or pretty backgrounds or complex hair shading.  it is so fucking frustrating that i cannot be as good as i want to be.  i know i've come a long way since 2009, but i havent come far enough to feel like it counts.  is it that i dont spend enough time on my art?  do i need to do something different?  am i just bad?  i used to dream of doing beautiful detailed art pieces for WotC or LoL and all that... but considering what my art looks like now, it feels like im never going to get there.

i realize this is probably why i dont have much of any active watchers apart from friends and regulars.  i want to progress and feel like people are even remotely interested in my art.


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i am lost in my own mind
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Cast me away From yesterday's things
In deed and in my memory
Sweeten the taste
Of the past, of the past
And borrow just a little more time For me


DO NOT THANK ME FOR A FAVOURITE, FEATURE, WATCH ETC. I will hide your comment if you decide to ignore this.
leave me a llama or watch me back instead.


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jotaPeVaz Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the +fav+fav !!! Love Heart Heart Heart 
Anita-Break Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015
Thank you so much for the fav!!
Dropchocolate Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015
thank you very much for the fav  :happy: 
LethalKitten Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015
Thanks for th e favs
parameister Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
CadetCrackpot Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fave!! :33
DeniseJuleBFF Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
TheRedCrane Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
asdfghjk omg I can't believe you put me as one of your art idols I'm so honored :icontearplz::iconletmehugyouplz:
FaithfullyDangerous Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
grrrl i look up to you as a friend and an artist so of course you're one of my idols <3
TheRedCrane Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww you're so sweet :iconkawaiikissplz:
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